I admit I have been very bad last week especially last Saturday. With so much remorse I felt I was tortured. My conscience almost killed me. The time I see you crying, I cried too. Why? That’s because I felt your pain. I know you’re not the “vocal” type, that’s why your silence makes me even more frightened. I’m scared of losing you.
I am so sorry for being immature. I’ve been self-centered. I only think of my happiness and I forget what you’ve been through. Drei is right I should’ve thought of “YOU” and not “US” for awhile. I’m so sorry.
Yesterday when you weren’t saying anything, and nothing but silence. It bothers me. You are physically present but your emotionally absent. If I remember it clearly, you woke up without a smile on your face (that it didn’t usually happen). It’s pretty weird. Yeah, you’re not feeling good. I understand. And I don’t have anything to do but be calm and quiet. It’s my fault and not yours.
Anyways, Thank you because you forgive me despite of what I’ve done. I promise I’ll make it up to you. Thanks for the warm hug despite of our arguments. I hope things will be better for you and your family. I’ll always be here for you. I love you….
Yesterday, I bought bunch of Wheat Bread from my friend and that would be my substitute for rice. I missed eating decent food so why not try wheat bread this time.
My colleague asked me why am I doing this. Well probably because I want to get back my old figure (not too thin and not too fat)…
After losing 2 kilos, it motivates me even more. I continue my oatmeal diet plus NO rice for the entire weekdays (well except weekends I can’t resist my mom’s adobo).
Today, I bought a sandwhich spread (tuna flavor) to compliment the bread and instead of coffee I bought C2 Envidia. My colleague who’s on a diet also referred this product since it’s ZERO calories and sugar (What do you think?). Oh such a happy meal! With 1 set of wheat bread I feel so full! Later I will weigh in again, hopefully I will lose some more weight! Wish me luck guys.
Yesterday, I weigh myself at the clinic and so happy to say that from 60 kilos (132lbs) I managed to lose weight up to 58 kilos (128lbs).
Eating oatmeal really pays off. It helps me lose some weight and it gives me proper digestion! I hope next week I lose some more weight.
Anyhow, since today’s Friday (free day) I reward myself through eating Hashbrown for breakfast. I have read a blog yesterday about the happy tummy and I realized that mine’s not that happy since I’ve been eating oatmeal and fish since yesterday. So I better reward my self today. A piece of hash brown and a coffee. What a perfect breakfast!
Such a crazy thought, but I think today’s a lazy Friday. Don’t have much to do so I guess my day’s not that challenging. “Yosi” break 5 times, chitchat with my team mate for 3 times, and visit Facebook for hundred times! Anyhow, still glad that I’m able to get my self motivated for me to finish my daily tasks. Now, I’m excited for my weekend since I’ll be meeting my boyfie later and we will spend the rest of the weekend together.
Oh by the way, I had a colleague who’s leaving the company and it’s her last day today. Too bad we can’t mingle with her anymore… again just a flashback of my past post “people just come and go”.
“This love would be worth the wait….” I’m currently listening to Barbie Almalbis’s song to her hubby entitled “untitled” (weird huh).. If you could see me as in now, you’ll think I’m going nuts! Yeah, that’s because I’m truly in love with the song and I’m having flashbacks of the sweet things me and my boyfie shared for almost 2 years. Through this song, I really appreciate our current relationship. It’s been 2 years and yet we still love each other. I mean, we’re going up to the next level like you know having engaged and sooner or later get married. It’s just that I’m so in love right now that I keep on smiling and smiling…..just a silly thing that I listen to this song for the 10th time and if we’ll get married this song must be played over and over again…
These are the few words that made me think it’s the perfect song for us:
we love god he’s our number one
I know that you love me and i love you to death
i love you with the best I am
think about everyday and i love you some more
can’t wait till someday, I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine
My sumptuous lunch..banana and oatmeal..I always skip this kind of meal but now, I’m learning and I have to love eating this!
My goodness after gaining 60kilos, I’d probably get things seriously. Eating nothing except banana and oatmeal for 7 days straight! It’s my first day today……hmmmmmmmm
Just want to share my silly trivia. In my surprise, I didn’t know that horse betting exists in the country. All I thought that horse racing bettingonly subsist in some countries like European countries but not Philippines.
Have you been tortured by your acne? Does it affect your self confidence?
Today I’m on the train when I saw a teenager whose hair is almost covering her face. (And it bothers me). Until I noticed that she has acne there I understand that she’s shy and it distresses her. (That’s when I remember my long lost friend who had the same case). If you have been cursed with acne it may emotionally torture you since it may lessen your self confidence. That’s the reason why, I did some research about the causes and treatments of acne. So I could share on my blog to help people who are tortured by this condition. Google had been very nice to provide me information.
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Today is just a normal day. No special moments, nothing! I wake up realizing that I’m alone in my 24th birthday. I have a boyfriend, but where is he? I have my family but where are they? Yesterday my friends told me not to go for a birthday leave that I’d rather go in the office and celebrate with them. But I chose to spend my “special” day to my love ones. 12:15 I’m eating my special lunch. Alone. Eating while listening to Cold Play’s The Scientist. This day must’ve been the worse day ever! I feel so alone on my birthday. Last night, the first person who sends her greeting was my colleague. I’m not that rude but she wasn’t the first person I’m expecting to greet me. I’m just a simple girl who has simple needs and wants in life. I just don’t get it that I only need presence, a simple “greeting”. Well, today the last person who say “happy birthday” was my boo.
Now, it’s mid of the day already and still don’t know how to spend the day with a smile on my face. Not sure anymore if I’m happy or not… but then again obviously I’m sad. Terribly sad that it’s as if people don’t care that I exist anymore.
I still thank God that I reach 24. Still blessed. Tomorrow is a new day. I’ll have a healthy lifestyle. Welcome 24!!
Two of my closest friends brought me to Starbucks for a coffee treat plus a piece of cake. Just a simple thing but it’s really thoughtful… Thank you girlfriends!
Eating nothing except banana and oatmeal for 7 days straight! It’s my first day today……hmmmmmmmm
