Peek On My Closet

Everyday is an ordinary day for you but for me…..it’s another day of agony… so UNFAIR

Two years ago, everything seems to be almost perfect…so magical…

I felt so pathetic when I run after you…I just realized that you’re not worth running for…

There is no such thing as “almost perfect” relationship if lovers do not accept their own imperfections. – Therefore I conclude that this relationship is not perfect.

I just learned that IF ever I’ll be single again, I’d be grateful….why because I can do whatever I want to, and I can go wherever my feet leads me to…

I’ll keep a distance for quite some time then lets see if you’ll see my worth…

Be thankful for
The stunning sun rise

Be thankful for
The meal prepared for you

Be thankful for
A pair of shoes you’re wearing

Be thankful for
The cozy home

Be thankful for
The love of your parents

Be thankful for
Your family’s safety

Be thankful for
Being healthy

Be thankful for
A safe travel

Be thankful for
Still having a Job

Be thankful for
The gift of friendship

Be thankful for
A comfy nap

Be thankful for
The prayers answered

Be thankful for
God who had given all the blessings

Sometimes when we’re angry we say such hurtful words, and we do things that we might regret. It’s so shameful that I made a mistake…I should have controlled my emotions..

As I was walking
I remember something
just came across my mind
a chaos rewind
my inequitable decisions
make me forget my visions

anger swallowed me
just like the tidal waves in the sea
I was really mad
and I admit, I’ve been very bad

A mistake I shouldn’t have done
I wish this guilt will be gone
I should have been calm
to avoid any harm

And as I continue walking
I realize one thing
I should have been more understanding
on the stupid things that you are doing..

It’s really inspiring that you could hear different love stories from others. I’m not really poetic but when I heard a friend’s story on her relationship now, it really inspired me to write a poem. Words were bumped up on my head and I just write things down. So here it goes…..

I remember, honey
somewhere in january
we bumped each other
became friends and now my lover
I was like a princess
‘coz everything you showed me was kindness
I was flattered by your sweet caress
‘coz you make me feel real happiness
I was like a flower
‘coz you take care of me, your lover…
We’ve had a good start
and so I thought we will never fall apart
but as we go along
we had some fights and something is really wrong
sweetness turn into bitterness
your love is gone and everything changes……

On our first date
I thought you’ll be late
but I was wrong
because I was the one who took so long

When you took a glance at me, I smiled(secretly)..
because your eyes speaks a lot that thrilled me
I was shy and so are you

In envision of my thoughts
it’s my goal to know you more
You showed me the real you
and so am I…

I never noticed that I was falling
until the song was played
and the beautiful fireworks appeared
it was then I say to myself that I like you

You’ve had a nice shot
when you stole a kiss
because that’s what I really miss
I don’t know why
my stomach filled with butterfly
Maybe it was the stolen kiss that makes me high.

I knew that you’re the one
because it’s my first time,
to experience such romantic moment in my life,
on our first date…