Change
Recently people used to greet me with lots of negative and positive vibes. I don’t know if it’s good or not but what I know is that I’m doing it for myself and not for anybody else. Most probably lots of people raised their brows because before they see me as simple as a plain T-shirt. And now, they’ve seen lots of changes in me. Not in personality nor in values but with what I wore.
Looking back from my teenage years, I used to wear a pair of jeans and a very simple top. I don’t even have a make up, even a lip balm! Or a pretty hairdo! I’ve always been afraid to create my own personal style. I just go with the safe outfit.
But then when the shameful event happened last May, I realized that yeah she’s right. “I look like one”. I’m 100% single and never been pregnant so why come up with the stupid joke?! Anyways, with that incident it made me realize that I should change myself. That I should get out of my closet and try.
And now it’s been my daily task to look young, blossoming, chic woman! That every time I watch myself in the mirror I could say that “I’m fearless and beautiful”. I’m not doing this because I pay attention to what others might say about me. Definitely NOT! I’m doing it to gain love and respect for my self.