Peek On My Closet

Today is just a normal day. No special moments, nothing! I wake up realizing that I’m alone in my 24th birthday. I have a boyfriend, but where is he? I have my family but where are they? Yesterday my friends told me not to go for a birthday leave that I’d rather go in the office and celebrate with them. But I chose to spend my “special” day to my love ones. 12:15 I’m eating my special lunch. Alone. Eating while listening to Cold Play’s The Scientist. This day must’ve been the worse day ever! I feel so alone on my birthday. Last night, the first person who sends her greeting was my colleague. I’m not that rude but she wasn’t the first person I’m expecting to greet me. I’m just a simple girl who has simple needs and wants in life. I just don’t get it that I only need presence, a simple “greeting”. Well, today the last person who say “happy birthday” was my boo.

Now, it’s mid of the day already and still don’t know how to spend the day with a smile on my face. Not sure anymore if I’m happy or not… but then again obviously I’m sad. Terribly sad that it’s as if people don’t care that I exist anymore.

I still thank God that I reach 24. Still blessed. Tomorrow is a new day. I’ll have a healthy lifestyle. Welcome 24!!